Staff of Light

I was driving in the car today and an old song came on the radio. It said that you must have a code that you can live by.

A code that you can live by. I started to think that this is a message that has become to lost in our society. To many people look externally and don’t know what their internal code is.

Who are you? What is ok and what is not ok. Everyone needs a code, and a sense of self.

I was pondering what tenet is the most important to me. What is my first thing that is fundemental. What do I think a person needs to embrace to fully live life, constructivly.

That is a hard question.

My first tenet is: I am responsible for myself and my situation, I have created this situation, and I can create any situation I choose and direct my attention towards.

I need to shorten it up.

I know I have talked about this before. I feel very strongly about personal responsibilty.

I know life does not seem fair, and that things happen that appear to be outside of my control. But I realize I have set up the circumstances for this to occur, and I can set up circumstances for this to change.

I can overcome any pattern that I am in, and shift. If I want to put enough energy into it, enough directed thought to it, plot the course and make it happen.

To many people let the outside define them. I often fall into this trap also.
But it is not needed.

I am in control of me, you are in control of you.

What are we going to do?

I went to the store last night to buy something I have been wanting for a long time. I had a computer issue and I needed to get a new motherboard and processor.
I had selected what I wanted online, and then I downgraded my selection to the next model (due to finances).

I went and got the motherboard and processor. But then it turned out I needed a bigger power supply to handle it, and I needed new memory, and I needed to get Windows 7.

It ended up costing about twice what I had budgeted.
But I had an idea that it might add up, and I was happy to keep the costs where they are. The Windows 7 is pretty much what did it to me.

So I went over budget. This month when I have been so good about staying on budget, and this month when we can least afford it.
But I needed to get the computer fixed, not fixing it was not an option.

I probably could have figured out a way to get XP installed on the hard drive, so Windows 7 was a splurge.

But that is ok. I am not beating myself up over it. I am aware of it, I realize over spending has been an issue for me in the past, and I have an awareness.
I contemplated this purchase for a very long time, I looked at the cash flow projections and decided that this was the best course of action.

The question I was asking myself is: “Is this part of my pattern?; Is this an opprotunity for me to transcend my patterns?”

I felt that this was an opprotunity for me to transcend my patterns. I evaluated the costs of all the componets, I made adjustments to the parts to allow me to come in at the very top of my allowance for this purchase (still over budget).

But I changed my pattern, and my impulsivness, and it feels different.

Today there is a new moon, an eclipse, changed in Saturn and Mercury happening.

There is a ton of energy available for us today to change our patterns, to walk through the doors that are open.

Look for what patterns you can overcome today, and what doors you can walk through.

Embrace the change that is happening today and joyfully follow your heart.

That is my plan.

Today is a day for prepaving. Actually every day is a day for prepaving. However Friday is going to be an exceptionally energetic day. It is going to be a good day to have our goals and plans for the year mapped out.

I am rushed tonight, but I urge everyone to take some time tonight, and tomorrow to plan your year, and intent.

It’s been a while. I have been working on rewriting this website. It’s been a challenge to get things working as I want. I have been researching tools, learning new things, but I have not gotten it just right yet.

So it’s not just right. In fact it is still exactly the same as it was last time I posted, and the same as it was yesterday, and the day before.
I have not been posting because I wanted it to be the way I want it to be. I want the picture in my head to appear on this screen.

I was waiting for that picture to appear before I did any more posts, or updated anything.
I lost sight of the fact that sometimes I just have to be good enough. To allow things to flow and to progress at their own pace.

So here I am. It’s good enough today. I am going to update the parts I need to update, and keep changing the site little by little.
But I am going to post again, daily. I am going to participate. I am going to accept, and be pleased with how things are.
Then I can work to make things better.

But I have to align my energy to how things are, and realize that it is perfect, so I can attract the new perfection I am looking for.

It is a hard mind shift. If things are not good, and you perceive them as not good, and you see the lack, you feel the lack, you keep getting the lack.
However if you see the things as good, feel that they are good, you attract good and things get better.

So heres to better.
I am excited for this year, I think there are wonderful opportunities coming.

Have a great year, started with a fantastic week.